Hello Everyone!! Things have been crazy (as I mentioned previously). Also work has complicated my blog life. I can read blogs at work, but I can't comment. And, I'm so tired of being on the computer at work, once I get home that blogging has moved down the priority list. However, I'm re-committing to blogging, starting today!! Of course, I say that facing a crazy week with an overnight offsite meeting mid-week, but nevertheless, I'm blogging twice this week at a minimum.
I had a fill last Monday - .15 cc's. She attempted .2, but water was slow, so she pulled out .05. Amazing what a difference that small amount makes. However, I have an appointment next month, and I'm thinking that I'll get that .05 back. Have a bit more restriction now, but definitely not at my sweet spot.
I've had a rough time with the band lately, which I think happens when you get closer to goal and are trying to maintain the continued downward motion of the scale. I've found myself able to eat more lately. Slightly larger portions, eating more sugar than normal. I have tried to go back to the basics and measure/count calories and most importantly grams of protein. I did a bit of this last week, but will make it a part of each day this week. I also really need to get back to exercising. I made a commitment to do this 1/2 marathon in February and really want to make it happen. That means that I need to get my butt downstairs to the gym and start running again. The important lesson that we all know is that the band is amazing. It makes our portions smaller, gives us a great sense of control. But, it's not a cure. Our mind is as much a part of the process as anything. I need to focus this week on getting my mind back in check. I had been up 7 pounds from my lowest (which was when I was barely eating and got the unfill), now I'm back to 172.6, but that's still many pounds above my ticker, so I'm driving to get back under 170 this week.
In other news, what a difference a year makes. I'm heading east next weekend for a "date" weekend with someone I have been friends with for 19 years. We had a great time together when we visited friends a month and a half ago, and have decided that we need to see if there is a relationship there for us to pursue. So, I'm headed there next weekend and am really excited about it! There are some other men in my life right now, both from a dating/friendship/still figuring it out, and oh...the ex still calling regularly. So it's just a very different and exciting place to be in. I should say that I HATE DATING! I am a very laid back, in control kind of girl and I hate what dating does to me. I hate wondering why he hasn't called, why he flirts one minute and then not the next, letting my mind leap ahead to where we could be if this all works out. I HATE DATING! Why can't it be like Cinderella? I run out of the party, lose my shoe...he picks it up. It fits only me, we get married. Geez, that sounds just perfect right now.
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I haven't been a great blogger lately either. Hopefully your fill will help with the bad band behavior. You might not like dating, but sounds like you are good at it.
ReplyDeleteWelcome back! I missed you. I hope this fill helps you get back in the groove!
ReplyDeleteI've not been blogging very well lately either. Which is bad because #1, I think it really helps keep me focused, and #2,it is one of my goals for the Hot 100.
ReplyDeleteOhhhhh, I so hear you about the dating thing. Men can be so unpredictable and I HATE that! I hate what dating does to me as well, making me wonder what he is/isn't doing. It makes me feel out of control and I don't like that feeling. Who invented dating anyway?
Sounds like you are doing well overall. Glad to hear it.
I am trying to catch up on everyones' blogs, but commenting would be unrealistic for the back log...but I am getting there...as for dating...this week I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT....as you could probably work out from my post and fb....I am excited for you though going on a date weekend with a longtime friend....HAVE FUN!
ReplyDeleteJen- you can totally do this, it is just a small backslide that you are now getting under control.
ReplyDeleteAnd you know what: I think regular blogging helps. It's up to you, entirely, but somehow, it is that little extra accountability factor that is a savior for me.
I have had my own backslide and am coming back into full motivation swing right now-- and the blogging is going to be a critical part of my success!!
As for dating: it totally sucks in my opinion-- but it is a necessary 'evil' to finding the right person. That being said: I do recall that when I let go of dating as a 'job' it was more fun and much more palatable. Remember to come at it from the perspective of "what do I want" (not the perspective "What does my date want/ will my date like ME and think I am a good match.") See what I'm saying? Put you first.
You're awesome and the right person will see that in a moment!!
LOL on the dating front! Yes. . the Cinderella thing would be fantastic!
ReplyDeleteWhat a difference perspective can make. I've been with my hubby for 11 years. I miss the newness that comes with dating and the excitement. I'm not saying I'd trade it but some of it sounds awfully fun.
ReplyDeleteSo great to hear from you. I've been reading and commenting but for the life of me can't think of a darn thing happening in my life right now that I find "post-worthy". Have fun on your date.
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